You never know what you have until it is gone. But in this case i always knew what i had because you are my Brother. I remember meeting you the first time and seeing you the last. I remember you watching me play with my GIJoes when you didnt have too, helping me through all kinds of stuff that a little brother goes through. You see Roy, you showed me love and gave me love without question. You took time out of your life to seek me out and let me know that i have Big Brothers. Roy you were the second man that i looked up to and wanted to be like. I thought you were so cool. Your car was cool and your swag was even cooler. I lost alot when you left but i can feel you all the time even in my dark days or rough times. I hear certain songs and can't help but cry over you and Anthony not being here to call, laugh with, and tell you that the Spurs suck.haha. Time heals all wounds but time will never take you out of my heart. I got your oicture of you and i on my wall at home and when i see it everyday i know that you are watching over me and laughing that i am still crazy. Man i miss you more than anyone could ever realize. Like 2pac said I GOT YOUR NAME TATTED ON MY ARM SO WE BOTH BALL TILL MY DYING DAYS. Roy how can one ever forget a person who touches there heart and leaves a eternal impression on there soul. The Answer Roy is they can't. I LOVE YOU MAN TY